My Never Ending Chapter Of Life..

Missing In Action?

2009-11-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

Been so long since i unpdated. Fuck its gonna be a month i think!

Well yesterday i went clubbing! First time! Well there were the pros and cons! DOnt wish to mention it out here! A little something for Aaron on his 21st birthday! Tomorrow got test luh! So im kinda lazy to post! GEtting tired im gonna sleep off first. Good night readers!

boo!!

2009-10-07T01:06:00.001+08:00

IM here with an extremely random post!! Enjoy ya dday!!

Life Resumes

2009-09-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

Well works over and stuff. Now finally some peace and quiet. And getting back all the sleep that i lost during that 1 week! suprisingly saw lachme at bugis! together with lynetth as well.Was indeed a pleasant surprise!

Now just waiting for the pay so that i can get on with my SHOPPING!! Deepavali is coming!! Im so sexcited!! huhuhu!!!

Well what else to say??Ermm nothing much to update!! Just that i made alott of new friends during work!! Was nice meeting them.Its sad that we had to say goodbye after a week!!

and BOTAK!! I HATE YOU!!!

Need i say more?

2009-09-09T02:12:00.002+08:00

ok feelings have been cleared up!! bu then at 2.13 in the morning , why do i feel like going out and sitting down somewhere? Why do i feel so alone? And uneasy? I need to know the answers to these questions. Also i try to distract myself but to no avail! Hmm!! im stuck!

hahahaha!!

2009-08-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

well im feeling very tired! first up had a hearty talk with levee yesterday evening. Thanks levee! Havent been sleeping well! Playing pokemon luh! Back to the basics i presume! Right now im stuck! I think. I cant seem to get dive!

And besides that the ratings are as follows:
Aggron Lv 62
Thyplosion Lv 67
Pidgoet Lv 59
Raichu Lv 62
Gardevoir Lv 60
Zangoose Lv 62

NOW!!!

IM SEARCHING FOR LARVITAR!!

Its hard.

2009-08-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

well nothing much going on in life lately! well except for maybe one or two major things! I realise that maybe friends aren't who they really seem to be. It seems to me that my group of friends are drifting away! For me i already expected this bullshit stuff to happen. So yup. At the same time, i realise that some friends are truly good. I mean they really joke around, play around! Personally to me i think its fun! Going to school with them is also fun! So just a little thanks to the indian guys! Sadly none of you guys can read this! Haiz! On the other hand i know there will be some people who may be pissed off with me. And to those people i would like to say these few words! 'As for as i am concerned maybe it was good knowing each other. The happy times and stuff. I think its time we move on in life. A few of you may be angry because i may be writing this. According to me this link is officially mine. And if you are not happy then meet me face to face and talk to me! I know that you may think i am making a big mistake but when i think about it, I made the big mistake! I shouldnt be where i am now or who i am now! I did everything blindly. Maybe there is nothing much to say! This definitely will spread around. And i dont mind about you all talking about me! Think about what i said! I hope you understand my point of view!'

Exams coming up in two weeks and then im off to find for a part time job! My 3 adidas watches are gone! Strapless , LED display spoilt! A little sad though! Im now on a mission to collect all the adidas watches of all sorts of colours! So i would dedicate half of my salary to the watches. Also i got a lot of things to do in life! Im going to concentrate on my driving once again! Yup time to mould my life i guess!

Right now my brain is filled up with alot of stuff! I realise that im thinking too much nowadays! Peer pressure? Exam fever? I got no idea. Right now I wanna have a hearty talk with Madam Rajinee! I also want my privacy! Its hard! Matt sorry i can't attend to your friend's barbeque. Do send my regars to him.
Have fun yea!

Alright having a headache now! Will update soon i hope! Byebye!

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!!

2009-08-10T12:48:00.003+08:00

woah the next thing you know is that she is 44.. time really flies huh..well sadly couldnt get to watch the NDP parade cause of thura.. he asked me to come over to sp to slack with him..so i went over and shortly after faris arrived..We were so busy gaming that our lappy's almost burnt to smitherines!!at 8.22pm thura and I recited the pledge in conjunction to pledge moment..then my uncle gave us a pizza treat.. haha was damn nice luh..

as for rockband unplugged things are going good.. I MASTERED CHOPSUEY!!!!!and PAINKILLER!!! woah!!!awesomee sia!!i tell you the feeling was like nervousness and like damn hyped and excited..and as usual my psp batt is low..thinking of buying a charger later.. Supposed to go to wild wild wet but its like only 3 people so yea..couldnt think of a back up plan!right now rotting at home and watching hi-5.. lame right?!

alrightey lunch has arrived..cant wait to eat man!!woohoo..to all my blog readers happy holidays..because we are back to school tomorrow -_-!!!

i dont care

2009-07-24T12:56:00.001+08:00

at first i thought it would be fun to go there.. right now i dont feel like going..i dont think i should too

Missing you crazy.

2009-07-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

I just wanna drink like crazy cause seriously i think im missing you right now..I know it sounds crazy but ya..I cant wait for tomorrow..

its damn bloody random lah deyy!!

2009-07-17T22:37:00.004+08:00

I love you more than words could ever say
I feel it growing in my heart each and every day
All this love i feel has never felt so real
You have given me something that no one has ever given me
Its something that you cannot see
Love so strong and so true
It makes me think of only you
This wonderful feeling you have given me
Makes me want to be with you endlessly
I want to be in your arms
To feel your warm embrace
It makes me feel so safe from danger
I love to see your face
I love to look into your eyes
To look through your disguise
To feel your warm hands within mine
As our fingers gently become entwined
Your kisses so soft and sweet
It makes me crave a thousand more
I wonder how your heartbeat keeps a steady beat
Because mine just soars
I just love the way you tell me how much you love me so
I love how much you care
The love you show me is beyond compare
I love the way you smile
That compliments your sexy style
My eyes are kept on you all the while
I love to hear you say 'okay'
I love the way you apologize
Because it always makes me realize
That what you did was unintentional
And that you still love me
Even though I'm strange
You dont want me to change
You say that i'm just right
Just when we are about to fight
I hate to see you mad
I hate to see you sad
It makes me feel so bad
What you feel is what i feel
Thats because our love is real
I'm sorry for the things i do wrong
I'm sorry if i hurt you so
My anger is sometimes hard to control
I dont like it when you feel insecure
Dont worry too much cause i'm sure
That no one can ever take your place
Because i love not only your face
But the real you inside
There's no way i could let you pass me by
Dont worry your the only one for me
You, me and everyone else can see!

2009-07-11T10:29:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow readers..im back..havent been doing too good lately..but i must say that time is passing by very fast..first week of sch is over..and i must say that it was quite fun..but i had to skip thursday's afternoon lesson as zulaihah was not feeling well..so i had to accompany her home till woodlands..well going to play L4d soon at Jurong Safra...with jh irfan faris and aaron all..dont know if rizwan is coming..oh well..and hell yea!! yesterday evening was fun..kalaiy was driving us around in his rented MAZDA 3..it was soo fun..racing a subaru and a taxi fellow..we drove on the road shoulder..so people, please dont do this in singapore..well what else can i say?i just hope it wont rain today..alright im gonna continue my game ROCK BAND UNPLUGGED!!haha

Misses...

2009-07-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

The things my father said would make me a better man

Hard work and the love of friends, a woman that understands

I hope my father knows the seeds we've sewn still grow

At night I go to sleep and pray he's watching over me

Somewhere there's a star that's shining

So bright that I can see you smile

And all that I need is one last chance

Just to hear you say goodbye

Sometimes I remember, when you taught me to tie my shoes

One thing I will never forget, is the day that I lost you

I hope you always know the car that we built will always roll

Somewhere there's a star that's shining

So bright that I can see you smile

And all that I need is one last chance

Just to hear you say goodbye

And if you have a dream you better hang on for dear life

And when that cold wind blows, just let it pass you by

The things my father said

Somewhere there's a star that's shining

So bright that I can see you smile

And all that I need is one last chance

Just to hear you say goodbye

RIP dad..love you lots..been thinking about you..its been 15 years..i will do my best to be what you wanted me to be..and above is taz and dharsh..just a random post thats all..thanks..

K K K K K KL!!!

2009-06-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

Haha feels so good to be back in singapore and feels good to have my lappy in tip top condition..Firstly i would like to intro Harshvita to all readers out there!!somehow she is like my own daughter..i've been like watching her grow up since a small baby..Love you loads dear..

So about my KL trip..well packed my bags and yea took 950 to kotaraya terminal II..then i changed some money for myself and went to AMMA's restaurant to eat..Not my mum's restaurant but the name is like that lah..well you peeps should check it out..the owner is somehow an MGR freak,sivaji freak..i was shocked to see those pictures..well ate prata and then went to buy a saree for my mum's aunty..i dont know what is the relations..sorry peeps..so anyway then we went where ah??ahhh soo!! we went to Larkin Terminal..

Once we got down the cab it was around 10.25am..and there was a man selling tickets for the bus..and he kinda persuaded my mum..i told her not to buy these tickets..she didnt listen..I wanted to travel in comfort and speed..In the end we travelled without speed and discomfort..wasnt that just great??AND THE WORST PART WAS THAT THE BUS COMPANY WAS MAYANG SARI!!!i seriously went like wtf in front of my mum..i looked and my mum and she looked back at me..and she went to sleep..damn!!oh well so yea..then the ride began..it wasnt smooth at all..and then i took out my psp and started playing..then suddenly there was a jam break..

A motorist skidded right infront the bus..luckily the bus driver swerved away in the nick of time..or else it would have been exciting..haha okok sorry..well then my mum shocked me..she said aiyoh!!with that OMG expression..instead of looking for the fellow,i was more interested in her expression..haha..im so weird..so then i took some photos..courtesy of thura..since he cant step into malaysia,i brought malaysia to him..so yea..and reached KL at 2.30pm..solid 4 hours..with 10 min break at yong peng i think..was expecting a stop at ayer keroh..wanted to go a&w..so reached puduraya and yea..took a cab down to subang jaya USJ 9..damn..

trust me on this..the taxi driver seriously freaked me out..he had so much phlegms in his body..his breathing was terrible..i was worried i would go to heaven at the age of 18..damn..so anyway got down and ate at maju-maju..something like al-ameen..30mins for a chicken murtabak!!damn..the drink was cleared even before the food arrived..but i liked the concept of the murtabak..ok i know its meant to be eaten..but normally murtabak comes in a long rectangular shape..this came in a circular shape..like a pancake..was interesting..so we ate and went to aunty's house..was so happy to see her..she saw me and we exchanged hugs..she said i slimmed down..she was complaining to my mum..sadly their eyesight is very bad..

then i settled down in the room..the view was nice..from the window i could see the swimming pool..i saw this girl swimming in the pool and i was trying to see if she was an indian or a muslim..then my aunty told me to go down and swim..so i thought alright lets go..so i went down..and she stared at me..so i just took my hairbend and went down..i just chilled at the deepest side corner..she just kept on looking at me..then there was this chinese guy..he was like splashing water at her..so i was just looking at them..

and so it began..the chinese guy, kevin , asked her how old she was..she said 17..using like her hand gestures..i was like, is she the action category fitting girl??but she didnt look like it..then he asked her why she couldnt talk properly..i was shocked..so she responded something like her throat got smth stuck i guess..couldnt decipher it..sorry guys..so anyway then she went home..and she smiled at me..so i smiled back..and i went to the chinese guy..i asked him about her..he said that she was mental..and so i splashed water at him..haha..and so i went home and sashi came over..haha..damn he is slightly taller than me already..i feel so puny!!argh!haha so the next day i went to summit to do some shopping..when i came back i went to swim again..and i saw her again with the chinese guy..so i went into the water and the chinese guy spotted me..his exact words were'im gonna splash you until you cannot be splashed'..my reaction was like -_-!!

so ok he splashed her first..so i splashed him back..and she began to smile..it was nice to see her smiling..alright i would admit that i wanted to be friends with her but the thing is that i am not staying there..so i cant be like so close to her right??if i give her like too much attention as a friend, then when i return who will she turn to??thats why i couldnt approach her..it hurt me to see her unable to talk..oh well..so yea..

day 3..wednesday..i stayed at sashi's house..i was thinking about alot of things..everyone in singapore..though i wanted to unwind,i think i just couldnt..i called up thura..haha he missed me!!aww so sweet..yea..tharshinie and harshvita just couldnt get to sleep..haha they were so cute!!especially harshvita..she took my phone and went around the house camwhoring..haha sashi and i were playing ps2..and yea it was good to see prema aunty also..i missed her alot..sadly i couldnt get to the surin,sharvesh,aveena and visvesh..most importantly usha aunty!!haha..so yea!!then came THHURSDAY!!!!

woohoo went to sunway lagoon..omg!!it was huge larr seyy!!damn!!the pythons,the rides,the tigers the horses..omg!! and i got a new top from??topman!!haha..and guess what??!!sashi and i were the only two retards who wore topman shirts and went to swim..stupid right??ahha..so yea..the water rides were fun..i was at the back and sashi was in the front..we went into this tunnel which was so freaking dark..u wont know if you will be kidnapped halfway..i screamt all the way..all everyone looked at us haha..i wasnt scared..but i shouted that we were going to be killed!!!ahah..the best one was the mat..alright..you gotta glide on the water..the slopes were very steep..halfway gliding,i wondered if i would be on the mat or the mat would be on top of me..had so much fun!!took some photos of sunway pyramid..i was so happy cos i saw this singapore car..opel if im not wrong..i felt like he/she was my saviour..

so then headed home and packed..tried to sleep but couldnt..sadly,i suffered mosquito bites and haziness and also stuffiness!!even if i was naked i believe i wouldnt be able to sleep as well..as usual my mum got some random tickets for the bus..i seriously wanted a nice bus you know..its for the welfare of my mum and me lah..so anyway bid farewell to aunty sashi and mani mama..so we waited for a cab..and this time i hated the driver cos he talked too much..argh!!i seriously give up on KL..then went to puduraya..and i realised something..i left the gifts at aunty's house..but it was too late to turn back..aww sorry guys..but taz was lucky cos i brought her cap..and i got some snacks too..then went to sit down and waited for the bus..WOAH heng ah!!we got TRANSNATIONAL!!WEEHOO!!boy now thats called comfort..phew...went to my malaysia house after that..and took CW3 back via tuas and a train to woodlands..felt good to be back in singapore..though KL was fun and exciting, i still feel that Singapore is still the best..haha..and you know one thing??i feel like i have just written a 1000 word essay on a holiday trip..haha..

A break!!

2009-06-11T22:01:00.006+08:00

well all i can say is that recently there has been alot of good stuff going on and some bad as well..

thats the same for everyone i believe..so whats the latest updates?hmm..

well lately there has been alot of problems that has been revolving around me..well for starters some friends are acting quite strangely..But its like..fine i dont need to know whats going on but at least dont be like that lah..i mena why do you like have to avoid us because of what is going on and stuff??until the extent you have to tell lies??its not fair for you..i dont mind about ourselves but you..i just hope you will change..

yea well as for yesterday, i went to town with matt tsya daniel jh leila zach azri mas julie and ishak..kinda went out for supper and yea i decided to go back as i had to settle something..sometimes its hard to get a message delivered to someone..damn..anyways i was about to leave orchard when i got a message..i was thinking who that could be..

GUESS WHO??!!

i wont tell you..haha top secret..so i was kinda happy that she messaged me..and i wrote her a poem all about her..it was hard cause i had to imagine how she looked like..haha good challenge though..need to polish my skills..haha well i hope she liked it..waiting for her to come online..but i guess she is busy mugging..haha its okay..well she told me the other day that she liked my mohawk hair..haha but i think its too long ready..so i suggested to change to a better hairstyle like gerrard or torres..oh well lets see how it goes..

So figured it out??haha She is LEVEE!!!!haha my new found friend..haha..sometimes its good to talk to her..she is like a counsellor..okay levee i know you are gonna read this post and screw me up..but im sorry..im just like happy cos you are here for me..i feel that this is the only way i can thank you..and yea whats up with the weather??i mean i believe you peeps realise that its getting hotter recently..and i cant bear the heat..

anyways soccer match is on tomorrow at 3pm..venue is said to be at yishun..wonder how its going to go..im so excited..in a way..still wish to have a change in position though..but i wonder if the chance would come..

well i guess i wont be blogging for the next week cos i feel i need a break from whats going on here..yea im sure to miss some peeps..my sms pals and the phlegmatic gong!haha you know who you are..hahha!!!alrite i think imma going bonkers..cant wait to meet dharshini ashvita sashi all the rest..especially usha aunty and prema aunty also..they are simply my lovee dovee relatives..hope that i could use the time to unwind and enjoy the sights and sounds of KL..planning to do some shopping too..should save up for some makeover to my wardrobe..haha..well that should be about it for now..do tag aites readers..takecare and have a nice day..!!

Weekly affair..

2009-06-04T16:30:00.003+08:00

well as i promised i would post but erm too bad..well i wasnt kinda in the mood to blog..yea well to start it off i kinda failed my Basic Theory Evaluation AGAIN!!-_-

feeling so fed up..i dont know where im going wrong seriously..and yea..im feeeling quite tired lately..and the feeling of weakness within me..and i talking weirdly??if i am then im sorry..well yea i kinda confessed to rena that i liked her..it happened last night..i just hope that she is ok now..yea we are still talking though..anyway back to the driving test..i kinda had company to BBDC..well yea met tsya up..alrite if you donno who tsya is well then take a look at the picture above..

yes and in the bus she was testing me on the traffic police test..and i got 59/70..well was kinda depressed..went to meet thura after that and yea..ZACH is back in singapore..and im so happy..been slacking with him recently..and yea in school now..feeling damn shacked and been going school late too..haha..but my attendance has been improving too..class is so boring..and yea..i won aaron in soccer 2-0 and 7-6 penalty shootout..haha..the defense was tight..well got nothing to say already haha..see ya in the next post..toodles..

Finally..

2009-05-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

well..been long..but im alive and popping peeps..hope You readers have been fine..i shall start off by saying that LIVERPOOL is coming to SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!Im so looking forward to going there.. gonna buy the tickets with taz prolly tmr or next week..the match is on the 26 july at the national stadium at 7pm.. definitely i suppport liverpool..haha.. hoping to see gerrard and benayoun.. and yea not torres..that useless piece of tissue..

Secondly, to all my MANCHESTER UNITED fans, TOO BAD!!!! BARCELONA WON!! i believe this clearly shows that messi is better than ronaldo..and yea it must have come as a shock to many but barca surely deserve it.. I feel so happy..

Thirdly, some good news..Diaz os heading to singapore on the 7th of july..it was reported that he is coming here for mountain climbing with his university clique.. sounds nice huh..so excited for him man.. and yea zach is coing REAL SOON!! that is just exciting me even more..haha woah good things are happening too soon...haha

Next erm well..singapore has its first case of H1N1..damn..thats good and bad for some..bad that there is a chancce that it could be spread..and the best part would be that schools would be closed...hmm..oh well i wonder whats gonna happen..

I didnt go school yesterday as i was sick..down with fever bodyache and runny nose..feeling abit better now and much more active..haha..met rizwan and he bought a new hp..it was nice..and since he calls himself, the-one, his hp number has alot of 1..u should get what i mean..see who chose the number lah!!!alamak..SUREN LAH!!good eh??alamak yaya sia suren..damn..

got a new song from rena..sung by akon ..from his new album freedom..Titled: Keep YOu Much Longer..kinda addicted to that song..haha..thanks rena..and yea got a few other new songs but they aren't too nice for me though..

and ya tmr is my BTE..-_- will it be a pass this time??4 tries and i failed -_- and im starting to hate taking up driving..haha but its better than driving games right? oh well i will be posting tmr so do wait for the results ppl..still havent start studying seh..wonder how..leave it to god and a lil of me..

Shut-Eye..

2009-05-24T16:43:00.004+08:00

Hangman By Irfan-Knife has a new spelling

Well nothing much for today..Supposed to go for a soccer match but am kinda lazy to go..feeling quite tired these days..not enough sleep??i soo got no idea..well friday was quite fun..Mr SIAH was surely the clown of the class..well i was late for class..i was waiting for kartik at 963 bus stop with mohan..and yea kartik gave the stoooopidest excuse ever..DEI AT AYE GOT TREE FALL ON THE CAR!!we were like wtf??!!and so we went to class and as usual i got caught for blue jeans..but i just ignored his goddamn remarks..then sat down in class and suddenly he SIAH comes over and says

u two ah look the same..if put a paper between you both it will show..

seriously i was like wtf??!!so i just gave a stupid laugh..that cuckoo fellow got nothing better to do lah..haiz..then me jh and irfan were bored..so we stopped work and started playing hangman..haha it was quite funny..cos there were many spelling errors..frankly i feel like my english is detoriating quite badly..well as for yesterday nothing much..there were no matches..so i went to bob's house to give food..and then jh called me saying that they were meeting up..so i went down to jh's block and yea we walked down to 361..slacked until 7pm plus and i came home..sat in front of lappy and started continuing on my improvements on the blacklist..

As for today..i went to temple with my uncle in the morning..did prayers and yea..GUESS who i saw in the temple today??OMG!!EBI SHANKARA BAYYBEHH!! seriously he looks so fat!!-_- dang i was looking at him and he looked like:

1-he just got whacked

2-he just woke up

3-he was drunk

4-he was gonna die

5-he needs a bed

damn shit lah..then i just sat down for a while and thought to myself the the environment was actually peaceful..and at the side there was this priest kinda person giving the 'arul vaakku'..for my muslim and chinese bruddas and sista's it is something like checking out your horoscope..i was just looking at the queue waiting for him..and i was thinking what he would have said when he saw my hand..hmm..still thinking..well then went back home..and went to causeway point..bought some snacks..like wafer biscuits and yakult yoghurt and butter rolls..wohoo its gonna be a feast at home..and i bought it with my own money..so i feel abit proud..haha..

this coming friday,i'm gonna meet rena and fasla..rizwan is coming along too..well i find that fasla is a nice friend and yea she makes one laugh for minutes..and yea..so thanks fasla for the add and being a good friend..yup and msged bubu..she suddenly popped this question to me..bubu i wont leave you..friends forever peaSS!!alrite maybe not peas..i SSOOOOOOOO hate peas!!!PEACE!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

and mr.rizwan thanks alot for showing me her profile..if im in love i donno what to say..yea she is beautiful and stunning..she is so cute..AND SHE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE MAHES!!OMG!!and yes i admit i got no confidence in getting her..but like what fasla said its always worth a try..i didnt ask he yet so i should have a positive mindset she added..i dont know how to thank you enough fasla..credits to SRI LANKA ya!!and yea my mum's op is coming up in june..so i wont be in town for 2 weeks..maybe 2 weeks lah..can be lesser also..cause jh birthday is coming soon..hmm..i got something up my sleeeve..and LJH u watch your back..ahahaha..as for other matters erm..zach is coming back to singapore real soon..and yea i wonder how diaz is coping in indon..haha miss you both alot..

oh and yea..uncle we got to have some bonding time to ourselves..haha planning to catch a movie next sunday..with my uncle..erm star trek is the lucky pic..cos as usual he love star trek..gonna save up money cos i wanna treat him..most probably he will be driving to northpoint..oh boy im soo hungry..feel like eating pizza haha...but got a lot of snacks at home lah..so chill..one by one..there will be some disappearing acts..and im gonna change my hairstyle soon peeple..just give me until the end of the year..

hmm..

2009-05-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

well managed to link everybody..thanks for your support people..and today was a fcuked up day..especially to my poor lappy..it got slammed by that good for nothing ow yong!!fcuk yhu lah BUTCH!!damn ass go and rot in hell mafcuker..enough o that arse..well me and jh were the only ones today..as in mohan irfan and kartik didnt come school..and surprisingly aaron came to school..and yea..erm ate nuggets in school..tryna to be economical here peeple..and yea well went home with zulaihah and atiqah and jh in 963..and headed home...was chatting with bubu..oh and guys lately i am going bonkers over some songs like You-Elliot Yamin,Signed Sealed Delivered-Blue,I Like That-Houston,Wrong-Depeche Mode,She's The One-Robbie Williams..haha..its more like my iPhone is on repeat mode..and yea need to get a new earpiece soon too..

you know..

its hard to see you sad and it hurts me..cause franklyy speaking i have been in your position da..frankly i hope there is something i can do to cheer you up..i just wana be there for you..and yes dont shed those tears..in fact turn them into smiles..and remember something...keep smiling and keep shining..

Dear Love united..

ASk yourselves..what happened to the 'us' before we formed the team??seriously speaking we are not the same as last time..do you notice that we are not playing well??tempers are flaring at each other??instead of thinking of the good things we seem to pinpoint at the bad stuff..its like a continuous repitition cycle..are we still the team we used to be??or are we falling apart?we soo got no clue at ALL..why is this happening to us?come on guys..so of you may be reading this..lets save our team guys..and remember this..whatever happens in the field stays in the field..but erm everytime we go to the field we seem to be digging the past back..i wonder why??is this gonna continue??i got no idea..i just hope that we can take a joint effort to be better in what we wanna be and together we are LOVE UNITED..

bad start!!

2009-05-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

well school started at 8.30 with ow yong's class..went alone to school today as someone woke up late..LAZY BUM LJH!!HMPH!!haha sorite..just a joke..was walking to mrt station and noticed that my timing was wrong..NO PASIR RIS TRAINS..damn..all the way jurong east..well forced myself to take the train..well the train ride was smooth..and reached jurong east station..to my horror i saw a large crowd waiting for the train..damn..so i missed the first train..then the next train arrived and i had to miss it too..by that time, i was the 'leader' of the queue..so the 3rd train arrived..i was waiting for the door to open...and the door didnt open at all..it was an odd feeling..and when i turned to the sides,i saw the other doors open..i was kinda laughing at the china man who was trying to alight from the train..haha..and the peeple in the train were laughing at us..damn u arses..haha..lucky for me the next train was right behind..took the train and headed to school..got caught for the blue jeans..haha..aww too bad..but hey one needs to be comfy at times huh..huhuhu..hehe...alrite im going bonkers..well you could say that im trying to enjoy my last moments in life..if i blog tomorrow it means im still alive..im currently having food poisoning..and hell yea...it bloody hurts damn shit!!and took medication..but the best part is that its old medication dammit..argh thanks aloot mum..and i wonder what scientific crap is going on in my body..damn..oh well and bubu thanks for taking care of me..i feel so grateful to you..and taz thanks for making me wait for you for almost an hour..you owe me BIG TIME!!chatting with izah now..she is waiting for me..got to go peeps..takecare..and hope to see you all tomorrow..

Boredom seriously kills..

2009-05-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

woah..seriously boredom kills one to a great extent..well nothing musch happened in school except for the papers publishing that MAN UTD took the god damn title..WHO CARES!!??no matter what i support liverpool till the very end..i must say that im getting impressed and depressed at the same time..im impressed that hiddink has been leading chelsea very well..and depressed that he has to leave chelsea too..the players must be very sad..well hope they remember a good manager like him..and yea ARSENAL could have won MAN UTD..they should have been given a penalty..haiz..oh well..and it is said that liverpool is gonna buy some new players..personally i feel that liverpool should sell off torres..he is a lazy striker...and gerrard has been hungryyyyy for goallllllsss...woots!!!haha grats to gerrard..a truly all rounder..

and yea..i wonder where jh went after school..hmmm..thura said he was busy..matt has gone M.I.A..well i dont know..but not slacking is good too..can save up some money to get a new earpiece for myself..and most important SCREEN PROTECTOR..or my phone will beeeeeeeeeeeee rapeddddddddd..haha..got a new friend..izah..haha..chatting with her now..thanks for hearing me out izah and thanks to bro LJH too..for calming me down..and letting me see things from a different perspective..izah..though we have known each other for a few days you are like a sis to me..thanks izah..well just talked to prakash and yea..he too said the same thing..anyway meeting taz tomorrow at bns...well finally booked my BTE!!and ftw!! im sooooooooooooooo gonna ace it mannnnnnnnnnnn..and yea lately been downloading back the old songs..and i find myself getting more 'INDIANER' haha..i soooooo got no clue as to whyyyy also..

but maybe cos i think some of the songs have good meaning to them..and lately neyo has been coming up with alot of new songs..hmm but he hasss a nice voice..and yea as for life its still filmsy..but surviving..sometimes its hard to say i love you to the person but haha..well when the time is right then can say lah...hahha..currently gorging myself on blueberry tea..trying to get thinner..in hopes to reach 60-65..and i should thank lifang and jeidy for helping me with the edit of the blog..sorry if i spell your name wrongly jeidy..i hope its correct..and yea recently been having headaches..but getting better i guess..and i miss faris..not been slacking with him recently..tomorrow is another day in school with OW YONG!!damn...and ya SUREN BRING YOUR EZ LINK CARD tomorrow..you old hag!!haha..sometimes this is the best way huh..hahaha..wah its only 9.40 what can i do to entertain myself??i think i know what to do..STONE..lets be a STONER for a day..try and see lah eh..

well got to go lah..too blank lah my mind..dont know what to write also..
just remember this

feelings are the most precious thing..
dont ever entrust yourself with it if you think you cant handle it..
it hurts you and hurts the other party much more..
its a guilt which haunts you..

NO GHOST STORY LAH!!
WHY SO SERIOUS??!!

Beat..

2009-05-11T10:28:00.003+08:00

Well lately ben quite tired and yea..went to admiralty on saturday to slack with tsya and mohan called in and said that he was coming..thats was seriously a surprise. was happy so we went to admiralty to satisfy our taste buds and met thura.. well we were just sitting down and talking crap while me and tsya were watching MYL(Mind Your Language)..and we were laughing our asses off.. haha.. so after that we went to play pool and jh met us in 913.. then we had a great game of pool and a ruined game of snooker.. haha in overall was fun.. Yesterday we had a soccer match and plus since the match was in the afternoon it was damn freaking hot.. i felt that i got burnt you know.. but i had to leave early cos i had to collect the cake and the presents..aww yea.. feels so good to celebrate a happy occasion..and she cut the cake..a fruitcake.. and i put a HUGE candle at the top.. and she had to make a wish..haha once again happy mother's daay to all mum's and takecare yaww...

life in a quick glance

2009-05-09T13:34:00.002+08:00

well things havent been going well recently..lots and lots of fights..but all solved..one of our members is drifting away from us..and its like not too good for me cos everytime i look at the photos we took together i am reminded about the good times we had together..well amongst the bad things there are also some good things..dear muscular tarzan zach is coming home..and mas selamat has been caught..no temperature taking exercise in school..yahoo..and so far no swine flu cases in singapore..choy choy..touching wood now people..haha..well the weather aint kind these days as well..when im otw to sch it rains at je and then the sun shines at clementi and it is dark clouds at dover..imma like wth is up with mother nature..sch totally sucks..nothing seems to be entering into my brains..and its really ironic that when jh brought the lappy to sch i got scolding from my teacher..

here's the convo..

Ow Yong-and you tell jinhua dont bring his laptop to school if not i call my mother..
Suren-you wanna call your mother for what??

haha..i mean he is really a clown though he might be deaf at both ears..btu hey bringing a lappy aint wrong..but erm..we were watching mind your language, playing motorcycle madness and jh mafia wars and restaurant city..haha..well about this week..oh ya happy vesak day to thura..hope you went to the temple..which i doubt you did..you will surely burn in hell damn piece of shit..haha better go and atone for your sins..and tomorrow is mother's day..hmm still waiting for my uncle to wake up so that i can go and see a nice cake and a nice gift..and need to wrap it as well..hmm..well better save the better present for june 2nd..i think that would be the best birthday gift for her..love you mum..oh and uncle WAKE UP!!! oh my look at the time..bob would be starving by now gotta be a delivery man..admiralty here i come..and one more thing bloggy..i made a new friend..levee..haha..levee if you are reading this..im happy that you are my friend..takecare peeps and thanks for reading stay tuned for any updates..

ALL the BULLSHIT!!!

2009-04-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Fine day..Sch started late..went to school..met faris and rushdy..planned to play soccer..fucking plan wasn't executed..no one EVER listens to me!!!how many times??do i ask for alot??fucking shit lah..i ask to play soccer at admiralty hardcourt just once...and all dont want..maybe a FEW dont agree..ask to play soccer ALSO cannot..Then what you ppl want??seriously..I'm not your dog..i have had enough..after sch went home ALONE!!!faris accompanied me until dover mrt and he met aisha..k nvm met taz aidil and tasha at woodlands for a while..came home and played motorcycle madness..chatting with kasthuri all the way..suddenly a friend asks me for advice..seriously in my point of FUCKING view he doesnt understand her..why should i BLOODY treat him with respect??now i clearly understand why she defended her guy..so this is how friendship works in life..you get the one you want and you forget the ones who helped you throughout the bullshit..just wish i can talk to someone about this..esp spmeone who will see the bullshit through my eyes..the FUCKING PAIN is in me...you can NEVER feel it..NEVER!!!

Boredom..

2009-04-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

Well went to Malaysia with kalai kai and mohan today..Mohan experienced the new malaysia customs..went for lunch and watched a movie..The Fast And The Furious 4.A movie event not to be missed..Vin Diesel was so muscular..haha..and i liked the cunning look in his eyes after he drifted his muscle car..the movie was nice..A MUST WATCH!!!..came back to singapore and played 3 games of snooker with mohan..was quite fun as it was a long time since we didnt play..Went to meet thura and slacked for a while..came back home and as usual the nagging started..its very irritating..a lot of things on my mind now..need to get it off my mind..closest friends are going their seperate ways as they are finding their loved ones..if you are reading this,i dont mean to be rude or anything..just feel that we are not that close anymore..and i cant share my feelings with anyone..hope you are hearing my cries..but its ok you need to carry on with your own life..as long as you are happy,i will be happy too..takecare peeps..

2009-04-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

I just did this 20 question quiz to entertain myself..

1)Who is your closest friend in your group?
-Jinhua
2)Who do you think you never understood the most?
-Maybe..Kai??cos i still think we are not close enough
3)If you had a chance to be with the one you loved would you take it??
-Yes but if im confident that i can save the relationship and be the man she wants
4)If you had a Girlfriend would you spend lesser time with your friends?
-Maybe..
5)Which friend(s) do you find is the most helpful in the group?
-Zach,Jinhua,Rizwan,Thura
6)Which of your ex gf/bf would you wanna go to if you had a chance?
-None of them..
7)In life if you had one wish what would it be?
-That the girl i love should always be happy with or without me around
8)What would be the most romantic thing you would do for your gf/bf?
-Candlelight dinner and a song for her
9)Would you go for plastic surgery?
-Nope
10)One song you would dedicate to the person you love?
-Till the end
11)What car would you wanna drive?
-Proton Wira
12)Would you let your friends read your txt msgs of the guy/girl you love?
-Hell No!!
13)Do you wish to say something to the person you love right now??
-Yes..IMY!!!and i hope i can be beside you watching you sleep..
14)What are you gonna do tmr?
-Spring Cleaning for New Year
15)Your favourite kids programme??
-Thomas And Friends
16)When you are lonely where would you go??
-Changi Beach
17)Your Favourite English Song?
- Single-NeYo
18)The last person you sent msg to and what it says?
-Rena Devi -'Aiyo i guess i was abit too late:('
19)A kindergarten friend's name?
-RENU!!!!My Classmate!!hehe weeee
20)You a Virgin???
- Legal but better to be one at this age..So Yup..

Tag 10 ppl in this quiz

Jinhua,Lifang,Taz,Dharsh,Fateen,Suresh and four others..

2009-04-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

Taz saboed me into doing this stupid 100 questions quiz thing!!!
1) Are you single or attached?
- Single
2) How old are you?
- 18
3) Do you have a person you are in love with?
- Maybe but its too soon to say i guess
4) What is the name of the person you are in love with?
- _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
5) If both your mother and your lover need to be saved, who will you pick?
- Mummy
6) Have you ever hugged someone before?
- Yup
7) Do you love your parents?
- Ya
8) Will you hug the one you are in love with?
- If she is comfortable with it then maybe..
9) Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Yup if i really love her..
10) Are you feeling jealous right now?
- hmm..i dont think so..
11) Who was the last person who messaged you and what was the message?
- Rizwan 'U faster come online da'
12) Name the people in your clique.
- Thura Jh Mohan Prakash Matthew Kai Azri Rizwan Karthik Thiru Gopi Mathan Suren Suresh
13) Do you want to have a child in future?
- Ask my wife
14) Do you prefer Mcdonald's, KFC, Long John Silver or Burger King?
- LJS
15) Are you skinny or fat?
- 100% FAT!!!
16) Do you smoke?
- Yea stopping for her thiugh
17) If you boyfriend/girlfriend is two-timer, what will you do?
- Wait till she tells the truth
18) If you found out that you have a disease, what will you do?
- Tell the person i love how i feel about her..and ask her out..
19) Which CCA are you in?
- None
20) If you are rich , what will you do?
- Buy a new house for my wife and family and maybe a new car
21) If your lover held your hand , what will you do?
- Grab it tightly and say "Never let me go baby"
22) If your admirer rejected you , what will you do?
- Understand her and be her good friend
23) What is your favourite cartoon character?
- Spongebob
24) What is your personality like?
- outgoing sporting funny
25) Friendship or love?
- Friendship!!!
26) Cookie monster or Elmo?
- Cookie Monster cos if i were him sumday i would say POOKIE!!!!
27) What is your horoscope?
- I am an aquariaus teddybear
28) When is your birthday?
- 23 Januray
29) Who is your idol?
- My elder Uncle Mr.Premkumar
30) Who you wished to marry to?
- _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
31) Do you like lollipop?
- Okok lah..
32) Do you have your own diary?
- Nope
33) Who are you scared of?
- My ANGEL!!
34) Who is your first crush?
- Priya Jiemin Primary School
35) If your face is destroyed , are you still happy?
- Yes..Nothing worse happen to me..
36) Happy , sad , stress , lonely or moody?
- Stressed
37) What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of?
- Bees
38) If you are going to die , who will you first think of?
- _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
39) If you were kidnapped , who will you want to call for help first?
- Depends where i kena kidnapped..If woodlands..then jh..
40)Who you think you are?
- Suren
41) Which do you prefer , bee or mosquito?
- Neither of the above
42) Are you scared of insects?
- Yea
43) If you saw ghost , what will you do?
- Do the thousand wushu step..RUN!!
44) If you found out who your secret admirer was, what will you do?
- I will analyse the situation and see how it goes..
45) If you had a quarrel with your clique, what will you do?
- Wait for them to realise their mistake..
46) If you fought with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break , what will you do?
- Ask her one question..If your husband fights with you,will you divorce him be it 20 or 30 times?
47) Do you love soft toys?
- Not so
48) Do you think you are gay/lesbian?
- Gay..cos im happy
49) Have you ever entered the girl/boy's toilet?
- Yup
50) Who do you wish to be chatting with right now?
- Rena Devi...
51) Are you bored now?
- Not so..
52) Are you blur?
- Yea on how to get her..
53) If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be?
- Brown
54) Do you wear spectacles?
- Nope...Perfect eyesight!!!
55) What colour shirt are you wearing now?
- Dark purple
56) What brand of school bag you use?
- Nike...
57) Have you bathed?
- Yuppi
58) How many people are there in your family?
- 4
59) What is your full name?
- Surenther Shanmuganathan
60) Lock yourself in the room or cut yourself with penknife?
- Lock myself yes..cut with penknife??i dont believe in that tradition..
61) How many % do you give the boy you are in love with?
- I dont like the habit of having boyfriends
62) Do you miss your ex?
- No
63) Are you scared of losing the most precious things in life?
- Kinda..Especially her..
64) What is the blog url of the person you are in love with?
- Does she have a blog?
65) Do you hate anyone?
- Dont wish to say it..
66) Do you wish your mother was hugging you now?
- Any good reason??
67) Are you sitting or standing now?
- Sitting
68) Have you eaten?
- Yeah
69) How many people have you blocked in your MSN?
- Alot esp those who send virus
70) If your idol came to the country that you are in now, what will you do?
- He is in my house sleeping with a towel on his head..So cute..
71) If you get to shake hands with your idol, what will you do?
- Shake lah
72) Do you have a pet?
- Nope but i would like a golden retriever or a Samoyed
73) Who was the last person you chatted with in MSN?
- Rizwan,Mumtaz,Rena Devi
74) How many people have you beaten before?
- 1
75) If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
- Ask her why..
76) If you win a car, what will you do with it?
- Give it to my uncle..
77) If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live for more than a week , what will you do?
- Ask her to marry me..bring her to the first place we both met and bring her to the beach at night and look into the starry skies and tell her how much she means to me
78) If you fall down , will you stand up on your own or ask people to help you?
- If damn bad then ask for help..nth wrong with that
79) How many TV(s) do you have?
- 3
80) What will you wear during your first date?
- Blue jeans,A nice shirt and my adidas shoe with adidas watch
81) What is your email address?
- diablo_rodeo@hotmail.com
82) Who do you think annoys you the most?
- My mum..
83) What school are you in now?
- ITE Dover
84) Do you like your form teacher?
- Racist Basturd
85) In school , who are you most scared of?
- Faris
86) What musical instrument do you wish to have in your house?
- Guitar
87) During weekends, what will you do?
- Go temple and sundays play soccer..
88) Do you prefer fever or flu?
- Fever
89) Do you prefer laptop or desktop?
- Laptop
90) What colour contacts do you prefer wearing?
- Blue
91) What fruit do you like the most?
- Watermelon
92) What is your mobile phone number?
- 96575656
93) Do you prefer I-Phone or normal mobile phone?
- Iphone..2 in 1 mp3 and hp..Which im using..
94) If your pants drop at a very crowded place, what will you do?
- Pull it Up and get out of that place ASAP
95) Are you scared of chilli?
- It wont even attack me
96) Are you wearing any accessories now?
- Earring
97) Do you like rainbows?
- Yeah...Especially double rainbows
98) What subject you love most?
- English,Chemistry
99) If you were to confess infront of the person you are in love with and the whole school, what will you do?
- I will do it..As if they dare to do it..
100) Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls?
- Anything also can lah..I not handsome..
Tag 10 or more people to do this quiz:
Jh,and nine others who are viewing my blog now..

Ups and Downs..

2009-03-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

i din do anything..one things for sure is that you sure are my bestfriend..I would rather sacrifice 5 yrs of friendship for you..You realy didnt deserve that shit lah..i tried my best to vouch for you..Surely i'm gonna ask you this..have you lost the trust in me??even if telling the truth causes misunderstandings between us then what is our bond?what happened to our "break our bond and we break your face"??I really am speechless and im gonna let you know everything tomorrow at the cost of my life..i don't care if you are angry with me cos no matter what you are my best friend..the one who was there for me..i wanna let you know how i feel..alrite fine maybe i really made a mistak..not to say i didnt..but still..haiz..all i can say is that i'm not letting this fall..not now not at any cost..its far too valuable..its time to make my choice..time to divert to go on the right path..to mix around with the right company..i dont care what they say..cos they weren't there for me when i needed them..you and taz suresh martha clara dharsh were there for me..I wanna stop everything and start afresh..its not easy..but i'm really gonna try my level best..maybe i'm just not matured enough..someone who is easily influenced by others..there is no point in blaming myself now..its time to learn from the mistakes that i've learnt..and move on..thats for sure..i just wanna say that i'm really sorry to all who have been affected and to those who are gonna be affected in time to come..Seriously guys..its time we think as men..I'm sorry if this pisses you..but really i've had enough..All this BULLSHIT!!!lastly i wanna say thanks to someone for knocking sense into me..I know it has been hard on you..

Thanks For Everything..

2009-03-04T20:19:00.003+08:00

In times when i was down, she was there for me..She heared me out in every way..She shared the pain with me..Though i may not be that close with her,I can assure myself that she is truly a best friend of mine..I cant bear to see anything happen to he..Its my duty to protect her in everyway..I juat wanna say thanks to Mumtaz..Thanks for everything taz..u takecare of me so well..thanks for motivating me to propose to her..If it weren't for you,I dont think she would have known till today..i was really down today..you were the one who was there for me when i was at the lowest point of life..U pull me away from the dark side and bring me back to the bright side..I really dont know how to thank you enough..This is the least i can do..to show the whole world that you are here for me..Love you sis..thanks..

WANTED!!!

2009-02-05T20:26:00.001+08:00

ATTENTION CITIZENS FOR SINGAPORE JB AND BATAM..A CHINESE GUY BY THE NAME OF LIM WEN YI IS WANTED BY MY FRIENDS AND ME..HE IS CURRENTLY STUDYING IN BISHAN ITE AND PURSUING PRODUCT DESIGN COURSE..HIS CRIB IS KNOWN TO BE AT JURONG STREET 81 NEAR BOON LAY..IF YOU HAVE ANY INFO PLEASE LEAVE ME A COMMENT..YOUR HELP IS MOST APPRECIATED..

My Big Day??

2009-01-21T20:44:00.002+08:00

well its another 2 more days to my birthday..aiyoh..Friday gonna kena whacking from everyone lah..confirm go home must rest like a pig and mmust not strain myself..haiz what to do??but i wonder whats gonna happen on my birthday??haha..i know that i'm going to bbdc(bukit batok driving center) to register for my driving licence..woohoo i'm excited..recently went back to fuchun..was so happy that i saw all the teachers..except for ms toh..haiz..so sad..but hey i saw mdm rajinee..woohoo..boy do i miss those times man!!!!well i hope all of them are fine..nth much to write for today..tc peeps..

Happy New Year..

2009-01-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

well..its 2009..finally im gonna be legal haha..yea baby!!!jkjk..so 2009..a new beginning with friends and family..nothing much happened on that day..practically slacking under my block EVERY single day..haizz..BLOODY new rule lah seh..smoke at designated areas..if any NEA or HSA officer is reading this then FUCK U MAN!!!stooopidest rule ever....argh!!alrite..was kinda busy lately..a little recap..7 jan bob's birthday and zie's birthday..met zie at civic ctr and treated her to swensens..oh my god..she made a fool out of herself..(for reputation purposes her actions would not be revealed)..and met anand at swensens too..hehe counting down to my birthday..13 more days..Oh and btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEVENTHRAN..haha in hopes to slaack with y'all some day..Some of you may be wondering what my new year's resolution is..haha..to be SINGLE "throughout"(like real)..well if i put my mind and soul into it i can prove you wrong hor..HMPH!!!ok lah i will say one thing lah..i love someone..if i were to be attached it would be to her lah..will i be single throughout 2009??let's see my following chapters of life..tc peeps..(p.s lifang i donno how to do the thingy u ask me to do..sorry..)

My Poem..

2008-12-27T00:45:00.002+08:00

To those who are reading this poem pls send me comments to tell me what you think about it..thanks..

The sky is so bright..just like your smile which brightens up my day..Your beautiful cheeks turn red when your shy,just like the sun which is setting down..Your skin is smooth that even my lips tickle when it rubs upon..Life was never the same until that fateful day you came in..now i'm like the titanic sinking..i know i'm not there..but trust me i really care..I can't bear to leave you alone at all..because for sure i will fall..i know i may not be the one you love in this life but no matter how many obstacles arise i definitely will strive..

A Week's Review..

2008-12-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

All was well..Christmas was kind of fun with my neighbours..Alfonso and i had our fun..going up and down the lift..oh damn..its hard taking care of kids..Went to watch movie with priya..yes man!!!The humor was really unbearable..haha..we had a great laugh..then we went our separate ways..and well thought i could slack with mohan and jh..but when i reached woodlands,they were getting ready to go in the theatre..haiz..what luck..then i decided to head home..and when i lay on my bed..a call came in..Mr.Prakash..and i knew i had to change..haha went to have a game of billiard..was fun cos we didn't play for a long time..Oh i wrote a poem too..check in out in the next post aite...PEACE!!!

Big Day..

2008-12-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

Well tomorrow is my big day cos i'm gonna get my PR..hopefully..praying hard to get it..feeling so pissed off though..of all the days i gotta get a flu today and now at 7.55pm..today was boring..lepak-ed with matt mooniera thura and azri..daniel has gone to brunei for two weeks..his elder bro is getting married..i wonder how brunei looks like..hoping someday i will step into a plane with my friends..aww man flu getting from bad to worse..gtg peeps takecare yaww..

All Fun Cramped Into A Single Day..

2008-12-16T10:34:00.002+08:00

Well met up with friends..went to play soccer at kallang..was fun..was very tired after playing soccer..then went to city hall and had lunch with prakash thura and matthew..then thura and matthew headed back to woodlands..prakash and i went to east coast park to meet mahes and sharvena..haha..went there and rented to cycles..(mahes was so heavy)went to the jetty and sat down..then we went to the nearest table and played cards..then went and got for the girls two mcflurry's..after all the fun in ecp we went off to changi village..had seafood.a treat by the girls..(thanks girls) After dinner we went to old changi hospital..from outside it looked really scary..when we went in it was nothing..mahes waited outside cos she freaked out...we went until 2nd floor only cos mahes was getting late..prakash sharvena and i were the ghostbusters of the day..haha went home and just knocked out on bed..haha..a great day with extraordinary adventures..

This Feeling..

2008-12-11T16:40:00.004+08:00

Well..I know that i knew u only recently..we get along so well..we even have alot in common..i was so shocked..i know i am not perfect..but to my eyes ur just so perfect..u care for me..u are always there when i need you..ur like my 2nd mother..i donno how to thank you enough..yesterday when u asked me if we were friends,i was afraid to tell you my feelings..now i have told you the truth..i know its hard on you..i understand..u also told me how you felt about me..i just hope nothing goes wrong between our friendship..i will be waiting for you..cos i really think you are the one for me..all i can say is that i love you "bong bong"..

Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.
Your words draw me across 2000 miles.
I don't know you at all, and yet I know
You better than my friends of many years.

The days I spent with you are like a tape
I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.
Whenever I remember something new,
I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.

I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,
Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.
Although I look for you in every doorway,
I find only the darkness in my heart.

Madness

2008-12-06T10:43:00.004+08:00

well lets see..Thursday was fun..haha jh faris and i were on the way to dover mrt..suddenly they started behaving like gays..haha..in this picture faris was trying to ask jh to use his brains..well when they having their 'fun' i tried taking some photos..but my hp went bonkers..haiz..faris met aishah while jh and i headed towards woodlands..we didnt talk during the whole journey..u could say its the first time..haha..yesterday played soccer..as usual the 'goalie'..as usual i was suckie at it..i wont blame my teammates..i'd just blame myself..maybe i'm not interested in playing afterall..no idea why..thats why was moodout..still got o find something that i really like to do..something that will interest me..now chatting with rizwan and bong bong..haha..seriously im proud of rizwan..he has really changed for the better..i assured him that he would get fazilah..he asked me..'what about you ??when are you gonna tell her that you love her..'i just replied him..i wanna see you happy for i see myself happy..if i dont get her its ok..you maybe reading this...'i love you'..someday u will know who you are..and how much i love you..but for now..let it just grow in my heart...no matter how long it takes..i'll wait..

Embarrassment..Yet Enjoyment...

2008-12-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

Well day started kinda funny for my friends..well thura jh and i hooked up to head to school together..thura was late..as usual..boarded the train at woodlands..thura and jh managed to get to the center of the cabin..i was stuck at the front..the train headed towards marsling..then the doors opened and i got out..(cmon lah thought be considerate lah..ppl getting down right!!!)..Haiz..No one got down..i went out of the train and turned around..i was so embarrassed..everyone in the train were looking at me..i sadly boarded the train again..thura and jh giggled..i knew i was in for deep shit!!!met faris and rizwan and went to sch..well was fun..with 85% of the class playing solitaire,pinball etc.5% at the back making a "police report" claiming four guys had stolen "balls" worth $50..so awkward..but thats my class..haha..at about 6 met kai matthew and thura..they ate seafood fried rice..and i got a drink for myself..sat down and talked about life..cracked jokes..talked about studies..headed hm and now here i am blogging..haha..well im calling it a day today..bet tomorrow would be a better day..gdnite ppl..takecare..

slack..slack and slack..

2008-12-01T21:30:00.002+08:00

Well today Thura Matt and I hooked up under my block..Was surprised that they were studying(such angels)..muahaha..(man was i damn hungry!!!)..They stopped work and we went to eat seafood..Matt din even know that there was a coffeeshop near my block..(how could u be so dumb???)he tested the fried rice..the nest thing i knew he was eating the same dish..Thura as usual hooked to his psp..Busy with negotiations..4th season..wow..what a chiongster..played cards..sang songs until it rained..was boring though without mohan and jh..haiz..still loving her and missing her..in hopes to confess to her someday..wow kalai got a new pic..(think what u shahrukh kahn ar??)long time nvr see him..zaxch and diaz too..haiz..oops gtg tita is chatting with me..bb peeps..takecare

Blogging

2008-11-30T10:34:00.000+08:00

Wow..Hello Everyone..This is my first time blogging..(wow so excited)..Well here is where i will share my thoughts and feelings..so feel free to view my blog and comment okayys??Takecare peeps..