ALL the BULLSHIT!!!

Fine day..Sch started late..went to school..met faris and rushdy..planned to play soccer..fucking plan wasn't executed..no one EVER listens to me!!!how many times??do i ask for alot??fucking shit lah..i ask to play soccer at admiralty hardcourt just once...and all dont want..maybe a FEW dont agree..ask to play soccer ALSO cannot..Then what you ppl want??seriously..I'm not your dog..i have had enough..after sch went home ALONE!!!faris accompanied me until dover mrt and he met aisha..k nvm met taz aidil and tasha at woodlands for a while..came home and played motorcycle madness..chatting with kasthuri all the way..suddenly a friend asks me for advice..seriously in my point of FUCKING view he doesnt understand her..why should i BLOODY treat him with respect??now i clearly understand why she defended her guy..so this is how friendship works in life..you get the one you want and you forget the ones who helped you throughout the bullshit..just wish i can talk to someone about this..esp spmeone who will see the bullshit through my eyes..the FUCKING PAIN is in me...you can NEVER feel it..NEVER!!!