Ups and Downs..

i din do anything..one things for sure is that you sure are my bestfriend..I would rather sacrifice 5 yrs of friendship for you..You realy didnt deserve that shit lah..i tried my best to vouch for you..Surely i'm gonna ask you this..have you lost the trust in me??even if telling the truth causes misunderstandings between us then what is our bond?what happened to our "break our bond and we break your face"??I really am speechless and im gonna let you know everything tomorrow at the cost of my life..i don't care if you are angry with me cos no matter what you are my best friend..the one who was there for me..i wanna let you know how i feel..alrite fine maybe i really made a mistak..not to say i didnt..but still..haiz..all i can say is that i'm not letting this fall..not now not at any cost..its far too valuable..its time to make my choice..time to divert to go on the right path..to mix around with the right company..i dont care what they say..cos they weren't there for me when i needed them..you and taz suresh martha clara dharsh were there for me..I wanna stop everything and start afresh..its not easy..but i'm really gonna try my level best..maybe i'm just not matured enough..someone who is easily influenced by others..there is no point in blaming myself now..its time to learn from the mistakes that i've learnt..and move on..thats for sure..i just wanna say that i'm really sorry to all who have been affected and to those who are gonna be affected in time to come..Seriously guys..its time we think as men..I'm sorry if this pisses you..but really i've had enough..All this BULLSHIT!!!lastly i wanna say thanks to someone for knocking sense into me..I know it has been hard on you..

Thanks For Everything..

In times when i was down, she was there for me..She heared me out in every way..She shared the pain with me..Though i may not be that close with her,I can assure myself that she is truly a best friend of mine..I cant bear to see anything happen to he..Its my duty to protect her in everyway..I juat wanna say thanks to Mumtaz..Thanks for everything taz..u takecare of me so well..thanks for motivating me to propose to her..If it weren't for you,I dont think she would have known till today..i was really down today..you were the one who was there for me when i was at the lowest point of life..U pull me away from the dark side and bring me back to the bright side..I really dont know how to thank you enough..This is the least i can do..to show the whole world that you are here for me..Love you sis..thanks..